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“Two Thoughts On Tuesday”
My first thought for today is …. how much I love my new place and how I got here. Where I lived before I moved was a nightmare an absolute nightmare. There were gangs, lots of gun fire, muggings, robberies, helicopters overhead and everything else that goes along with it. Yes, it was a very dangerous place to live. I never knew what was going to happen next and most of the time I was there alone, thank God I had good neighbors. I hated living there but I just could not find another place to live and this time I was going to make sure it was in a safe neighborhood no more gangs or violence!
I searched and search for about one year, there was nothing out there that was anything close to what I wanted in my price range. I never gave up but the whole time I kept hearing, “It is not ready.” I knew the God and the Angels were preparing a place for me but I wanted it now, I did not want to wait any longer so I was going to find it ready or not. I kept looking anyway because I wanted out of where I lived so much. Then it happened to me, the gangs trashed my car which was parked right in front of my house. They did $2,500 of damage to my car. It was in the shop for two weeks. Yes, the gangs were after me and I did not know why. Now, I was desperate to get out of that neighborhood so I was really looking everywhere. Still I kept hearing, “It is not ready yet.” I was so frustrated and all I could think of was moving. I kept asking for a miracle to get me out of there and all I kept hearing was the same thing that it is not ready yet. Little did I know what was going to happen next.
In march I was still looking for my place but now I was hearing, “It is ready now.” Finally, but I still could not find it. Then I saw this ad from a rental agency so I went in there to see what they had to rent and there it was! I went and looked at it and it was perfect, exactly what I wanted! Yes, I was so happy. It was a little more than I could afford so I asked the agent if I could put in an offer and they said Yes, so I did. They accepted my offer and soon I moved in. It was amazing how well everything went, it was so easy and went so smoothly. I was delighted. What an amazing move it was and I love my new place it is just perfect for me.
I was so scared that some how things would go wrong and I would loose my wonderful new place for about the first two weeks. Then I realized something that I knew all along, if you fear something you draw it near. Which means that it will happen. After moving from where I had been I think anyone would be a little afraid of somehow ending up back there again. Every thing I saw around me kept telling me to Believe that it was a gift from God and the Angels. I immediately stopped being afraid of loosing my place and treasured it instead. After all this was a true miracle, a gift from God and the Angels that I live in this wonderful place!
My second thought is ………. how could I have messed things up! Well I did! I have found that I can do some really stupid things without even trying. Since I moved into my place in April and I forgot about doing my taxes, ooop’s! When I realized what I had done, I thought it would be alright since I knew I did not owe anything anyway. Well, I was wrong. Now, my payment for my taxes was going to be late for the first time in my life. This scared me! So I did my taxes really quick and mailed in the payment which was only one month late. I figured it would be ok. Not so, I did not realize that in all the excitement of moving and everything that went with it that I had made a big error in my check book! I had put a deposit in twice and mailed my taxes that I owed to the IRS. I could not believe that I had done this. I thought I was being really careful, how could I do something so stupid? Why didn’t I double check? I am always so careful. Now what was I going to do, that was my rent money I just mailed to the IRS! Why didn’t I double check it, why? I am always talking to the Angels why didn’t they warn me? Did I create this with my fear? I know it is unbelievable that someone like me with so much faith could possibly be fearful but I was and this is what happened. I know better too.
Things were happening so fast that I think I just lost track of everything. During all of the moving I was transferred to a new location because my company needed me there so not only did I move into my new home that I absolutely love but I am now at a new place to work, talk about your life changing boy, has mine. I do try to just go with the flow and lets things happen the way they are suppose to but sometimes it gets to be a little to much when it happens all at once and you become fearful of losing what you love most. I know better than to become fearful when I am going through a lot of changes in my life because it is always for the best so why was I afraid?
Well I have scraped up most of the money, I am just a little short now. I have been asking God and the Angels for another miracle so I can pay my rent on time. I am having a really hard time believing that this will all happen in time to pay my rent. You see I am just like everyone else, I am human, I to can have doubts and wonder how it will happen but I must let go and let God. I must BELIEVE. I do know that when you ask for a miracle and the next thought is something you are told to do, you need to do it. I have always done what God and the Angels ask me to do, all though there are many times like this one that I wonder will this really happen? I know that you are suppose to believe that the miracle has already happened so you don’t block allowing it to happen. I know the money will come and I do Believe in Miracles!
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